Drama sucks you know. yeaaaa. but it has its moments where you see the solution but sometimes its too late because u didn't run fast enough to catch up. Now i'm just left abandoned...Cold,lost,hungry,bruised up and scarred from the battles i fought by myself. no oe used to know but know they're noticing. All i wanted was too feel in control. TO see how it was and how it felt to feel beautiful or maybe something more. But i went too far this time. Next time this may cost me my life. I'm too young to go through this. I'm tring to understand that im still growing but i just don't listen. I stand there isolated. Even though it doesnt look like it i'm always feeling so cold and ... sad. The miserable times i've been through cannot compare with what im going through. Dads right. I need to see a therapist. Too many problems in my head for ust one person. But who knows. Maybe i'm different....

Cold
Isolated
Hungry
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BTW HAPPY VETERANS DAY! Thats a good thing to think about hehehe.............